I got an email back from Colleen who reminded me that God does not cause pain in our lives. The dreams I had were an attack, not a message. So instead I ask God to forgive me for allowing Satan to attack my dreams. I ask protection while I sleep. When I went to look in the Bible for dreams that caused fear I only found one:
Job 7:13-14 (New International Version)
13 When I think my bed will comfort me
and my couch will ease my complaint,
14 even then you frighten me with dreams
and terrify me with visions,
This comes from Satan attacking Job. That give me clarity and peace. I know there is going to be some great stuff happening this week. We are hosting a small group conference. We meet people from all over the US (sometimes world) that we get to encourage. This attack showed me that satan is scared and trying to make me scared. But... I know that is b/c God wants to use me. That excites, not frightens me.
Again, thanks Colleen for your words of wisdom!!