Ever know you need to rest... have the chance to rest... but just cannot rest? This weekend is a 3 day weekend. It is much needed after being at work a ton since I got back from Rwanda. The last two days I have been trying to rest... but it just doesn't feel right. I think it is hard to take a vacation at home. But with no funds... I have no choice. It has been like an out of body experience. I am in a fun place... I am in a restful place... but all I can do is think about stuff... work stuff and life stuff. Watch... I will start feeling rested right when it is time to go back to work! That is how this works, right!
One thought... in studying my love languages again... i believe my primary love language is quality time. I don't feel like I have been having quality time wiht God , my family, or my friends lately... so that is probably causing some of the uneasiness. I don't feel like I have been a very good friend. I did email a few friends that I haven't seen in over a year. That made me feel so much better... just knowing how they are. Hope to have a few lunches and dinners with friends this week. (after payday! that has added to the stress... really low on funds these days. but love the computer... so just have to wait it out... things will even out again someday.)